Dear Landlord
- Yara Deabes
- Feb 19, 2022
- 1 min read
She ran to her room and slammed the door, tears streaming down her face. She wondered how this had happened so many times yet she seemed to be shocked every time she was exposed to such pure violence. She did not think that accidentally missing her school bus on a Tuesday morning was a good enough reason to receive physical punishment. She grabbed her journal and started jotting down her feelings on its tear-soaked pages, in the form of free verse poetry. Her shaky fingers wrapped around the pen gently as she let out her constant flow of emotional torment.
Dear Landlord,
I have known
you
Since my first
daylight
The first thing
I can remember
Your eyes
Meeting mine
Gently tugging my tiny
Fingers
Dear landlord,
I believe you cared
I believe you knew
Me
But ever since
That first
Strike
I learned of
Hatred
Dear landlord,
I look into your
Loving pupils
But see
Not a face
Of mine
I tend to feel
Like a mere
Stranger
In your presence
Dear Landlord,
I remember a time
When you called
Yourself
My guardian angel
My protector
The dawn
Of my existence
And its preserver
I fear that
That time
Has gone
The heart that beat
To grant me
Life
Beats for me
No more
Dear Landlord,
Should I
Call you that?
You seem to
View that
As your role
In my void
Of a life
When can I
Come to you
As your
Child
You
My Parent
Ever again!
Dear Landlord,
Until then
I shall abide
By the
Rules
Under your roof
And wrap my
Tear-stained
wounds
With bandages
And blankets
And dream
That you
Recognize me
In this lifetime
Or another
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